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2005-12-13T21:04:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!!! i'm here to announce the death of this blog. HAHAHAHAH!!! i realised the last person to update was me and that was like more than one month ago! i'm so sorry... but i actually sort of hoped wen rui had been updating. ha! and i bet she thought i was updating.

i was back from china trip for maybe more than a week? yea, more than a week alrdy. when i came back, i didnt have a good rest cause i had some stuff to attend to. and i missed the first training, macritchie. at first i was worried, can you imagine, first training MACRITCHIE!!! i can die! ok, i was a little relieved when i realised i cldn;t make it for that training. and HAPPY when i found out they ran to 7th slope for warm up.peggy would most probably walk for warm up. HA! ok, i know this isnt the right attitude. hm, i'm giving myself some time to adjust. and i survived the first training that i went to! still wasn't so lucky, CIRCUIT training! goodness, that's one my fatal points. i was so pessimistic about being able to finish training! haha, and i think claire wanted to beat me up! (: but i finished it! and gav and i were shouting, yay! we finished training! hahahaha! and then guess what happened? HMMM, i overslept for 3 hours today.SO!!! i missed training. claire will really beat me up. i better turn up for fri's trng. shhh, she's away for council camp.

track camp was erm. ok, a little fun.i was just plain tired.i only had one day of a lil rest before track camp, so i was sleeping at every and any opportunity. claire must have felt like strangling me. and lucky wen rui came back on monday and flew on the morning of track camp. this is the second year she flies off on the morning of track camp. VICE CAPTAIN, what are you doing! HAHAHAHAHA.i shall announce myself to be her official promoter. for more information on her, ask me!

yesterday was very very slack. i wasted the whole day at macdonalds with carolyn and kai hui doing nothing much except planning for the chalet which was a total failure, and talking and talking. i shall make up for it by being real serious today. i just printed all the math notes and i MUST finish them today (: SEE! i MUST do well next year. this year was a total failure (:

but still, wenrui, i want to thank you!!! without you sitting beside me, i bet i would have really slept thru the whole year. altho i did sleep, but not as much as i would have. and the stress you gave me made me work hard. and sitting in the front row made me work a little harder. thank you so much!next year, i think i shall continue sitting beside you. but i know you hate it when i sleep in class :s jia you for next year!!! (: don't be so stressful lah, see you like that i also stress. must relax at times!

also must thank ding jia!!!! that crazy clever girl! always make me laugh. and you and wenrui finally got used to me sleeping in class. you also gave me stress to work harder. HA! you and wen rui, the two crazy ones. plus me, the slacker. yi mao!!! or are you wu mao! i cant rmbr!!! i'm san mao or er mao?! HAHAHA, those funny days. thank you so much! and thank you for being such a nice friend when i just plopped down and sat beside you on the first day of school. HA!

and juliana! for being such a nice friend!!! always making me laugh at your funny stuff！sitting in front of you has been fun! esp since wen rui refuses to talk to me during lessons. i still rmbr you and ewe laughing away at the back!

and my dormmates in wenzhou!!! thank you for putting up with me! ha! and weilin for all your funny jokes and ewe for all the fun time trying to wake you up, and getting you back from your planet tours!and ruoshuang for all the funny times!

i realised, it has turned into a thanking session. haha! and i keep thanking people for the all funny times! if it wasnt for those times, i would have died from stress. (:

2005-11-03T10:44:00.000-08:00

heh everyone, i'm really bored to tears now so i shall blog-- my last resort to let time pass.

i planned to watch da chang jin during this period of time, hmm, to find that the CPU here does NOT have a cd drive, meaning, i cannot watch that show that i'm addicted to. haiz.

life has been fine here so far, with interesting things everyday, and variety of interactive activities for us. We're in XingHai School and i'm staying at my buddy's house. OK, i'm SHY in front of them. try imagine me as shy, but my buddy is super optimistic and LAZY. ok, but i'm not in any position to say anything. the food here is nice, but sometimes, i discreetly get rid of some stuff. yea, i ate hairy crabs. why not, i shall not report anymore, for further details, click on the hyperlink of www.lms.nygh.moe.edu.sg. it's the blog my teacher put up. the ugliest person is me. yay. i have a dao face. everyone is saying i'm so serious. that's sad. never mind. but they know i can get real crazy. wow. i think i'm just like laming around to let time pass. i shall go shockwave and find some mind games. cya

2005-10-15T16:37:00.000-07:00

peggy--HELLO EVERYONE! EXAMS OVER!

10 more days to go! YIPPPEEEE!!! this rocks.cant wait to go. oh man. my luggage is almost full. let my mum see what i put inside, i'll be so dead. HAHAHAHA. shhh, dont let her see what i put. yay! then i shall exceed the weight! (: and put myself inside. i think there's something wrong with me today. i'm nt in my right state of mind. just suddenly got so hyper. (: YAY!

and training is starting on tuesday! and so i'll have two more trainings before i leave for china. oops. i'm so dead. how to run?! no stamina. no strength. no muscles. all fats. DIE!

i tried gng on a diet after eating one whole month of mac. but goodness look at me. i'm here eating onion rings. die. how? someone tell me what to do ! slap me.

today's briefing for parents is so funny! ewe's father asked, "If my daughter dies, how much insurance compensation do i get?" LOL! curse ewe die! LOL! HAHAHAHAHHA

wenzhou.suzhou.excited! someone tell me how does the plug in suzhou wenzhou look like. i need to charge my laptop!

this entry is so freaking fragmented. my apologies to all. nvm. i shall go and rot! bye!

2005-09-23T17:17:00.000-07:00

i know i shouldn't have blogged but i really want to do something else. its the exam period! i feel so insecure... hmm.. today we took the flu influenza jab or something. some of my friends are freaking out. i think it was ok for me and peggy. oh ya... sorry about the math sia thing. i think wo3 mei2 you3 san1 si1 er hou4 xing2... haha i think my ping ying have some problems... anyway jia you for the exams!!

2005-09-17T19:02:00.000-07:00

He left me! Right at this time when I really needed him to be there for me, to support me, to lend me a listening ear to pour out all my woes and stress. Why?! I just couldn't find out the cause of his departure. I did my part, I did everything I could. Even when sometimes I was just too busy, I still did my part as much as I could! Maybe I did something wrong. It's all my fault! I'm so sorry! I was so shocked upon realising it that I just put him there, hoping he'll come back, come back to me again. I guess it's the old age. He's about two years old, time a hamster join God. I'm sure God will love him, like his little lamb. He died cuddling while sleeping. At least he had a peaceful death. Thank God. God bless him. God, please bless him.

Another spent at the library studying. Maybe if i didnt, and i spent more time with him, i could have been there for him during his last hours! But all i read was asia weekly or whatever you call that. All on long2 ying4 tai2. argh. It's confusing me.

To all those who are studying hard for your examinations, jia you and all the best. God will help those who help themselves. May God bless you.

2005-09-13T08:00:00.000-07:00

Today was a rather happy day, since FINALLY, everything is over. NO MORE SIAs! (: (at least presention is over). Mathematics was a rather screwed-up presentation. I think Mr Khoo is a very responsible teacher! He bothers to care about your project and ask many practical questions! And our answer to his question, "what was the most challenging part of your project?", was "painting". we're so dead. (:

I fell asleep during math, but it was a rather interesting process. Firstly, I was getting bored, so I put my chin on the table, only to start having drooping eyelids. Soon after, I drifted off to slumberland, and woke up two minutes later. Then I did my work, and got bored, and the whole cycle repeated, for the whole lesson. Yeah. So I missed NOTHING! GOOD! until Mr Khoo told us to get our chin off the table, i guess he saw me. erps.

I failed application question, which inevitably means that my Language Arts paper wouldn't score well. This is so worrying. ARGH. Ms Ong mentioned something about being unfeeling is part of the genes. Throughout that whole part of her lesson, it just sort of felt like she was talking about me! That is rather sad. But i AM void of most emotions girls have.

YEAH! MATH RE-TEST ROCKS! HAHAHA. I think I'll do worse than I did for the actual paper. At least I attempted here and there for the actual paper, but this time round, I left it totally blank. Congratulate me! (: AND DEAR WEN RUI SAID SHE DID NOT FINISH 4 MARKS WORTH OF QUESTIONS (: wow.

I think Ms Tan will kill us. Math re-test ended rather late, and by the time Wen Rui finished her duty, it was 4pm. Alycia, Wen Rui and me decided not to go for training, but instead, train in school. Unfortunately, both Ms Tan and Mr Pedro did not pick up their phone! So we decided to train during PE tomorrow! Later on, Amanda and Shanru told me they ran to MACRITCHIE! Not sure if I should feel sad or happy. I ALWAYS miss long runs. But come to think of it, I would never be able to finish running. Anyway, I realised I forgot to bring PE T shirt. Kill me.

YEAH! I HAD SUCH A FUN TIME WITH CAROLYN!!! I LOVE 201'04!!!!! WE ROCK! I realised a number of us feel that 201'04 is a better class than our present one. YEAH! the CLASS SPIRIT! NEVER DIE! We organised a class gathering!!! MUSCLEMAN CAROLYN TIEN HAS A FUNKY MUM! and we were so productive(with the help of wenrui, who was totally out of place during discussion)! if any two-oner reads this, please contact carolyn or me to inform us if you're interested or not to go for the gathering.

So, even when I did not go training, i ended up going home at 6pm. argh. no time to study. but anyway, going home at 1445 is a bad idea after all. BYE! time to studY!

peggy

2005-09-10T15:21:00.000-07:00

this entry is rather angsty, so if you dont wanna be affected, jolly well type another URL and close this window.

ok. wo3 hao3 kui4 dui4 wen rui. i shall blog. i just totally sank into this depressed and bored mood. I JUST WANT TO SCREAM AND HIT EVERYTHING! ARGH. i'm so freaking tired of studying, mugging, anything la! THIS LIFE IS SO DEAD! i think track helps me to de-stress, i guess so. running helps. BUT TRACK IS STRESSING ME OUT TOO! all those performing well,up to standard, run well, stamina. TO HELL WITH THOSE FREAKS LA! whatever. i think i sound damn pissed off. argh.

i am so stupid.ineffiecient.useless.whatthehell am i doing for these past few days?! slacking?! i think so. very much in fact. feel like slapping myself. i'm just screwing up my life. i think all these EOYs studying has gotten too much into me. i keep wanting to go the changi beach and scream. who wanna go with me?! i think nanyang is mad. monday - bio and math. tues-chem and math. wed-chem and math. thurs- 4hr phy marathon DO THEY KNOW THAT IT IS THE SEPTEMBER HOLIDAYS?!they jolly well know they cant finish the syllabus, so DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. but NOT TAKE AWAY MY ONLY FULL BREAK! the only break where i dont have to go trng, only one week break to rest before EOYs.

yeah. later i shall fail my math.my BSP.my phy.my bio.my chem.my language arts. there's just this knot in my heart that i cant untie. it's supressing me. i cant breathe! ARGH.

man. all the piano practise sucks. i dont know why, but i cant feel the pieces anymore. they all sound the same to me. all monotonous, i dont have that feeling when i play the same piece. i'm useless.

the trojan horse or some other virus is creating havoc in my computer, everything is going haywire. argh. my homework not done. i spoilt my MP3. i think i can just jolly well go and die. my existence in this world is purposeless.

i suddenly dont feel like studying tmr already. why did things turn out this way?! WHAT HAPPENED?! why must it be like that?! argh.

wenrui

2005-09-07T17:35:00.000-07:00

i don't know this is the number what entry i made. i am really sorry peggy. i know you are very pissed haha. anyway here goes today's entry...

stairway to heaven is a nice show. i know that korean dramas are rather 'drama-mama' but i still like it. i could say almost all korean shows have the same plot, but i still cried like nobody's business everytime. haha. kon sang woo! he is not handsome but he is just attractive. his acting skills are really good, you could really feel the sorrow in his eyes. i really admire actors who could cry whenever they are required to. the september holiday is half gone. with not much progress as i have to go back to school on all weekdays except friday. must work hard!! no point feeling guilty over what you have done, but you must not even let yourself feel guilty in the first place. that is what i have to sonstantly remind myself. i really hope i would do well this year.

good luck everybody for the end of years! (:

oh ya peggy all the best for our math SIA too. ha (:

- wenrui (: -

2005-08-20T07:02:00.000-07:00

it's been such a long time since wen rui and i posted. Both of us are so cooped up with work. Although the term is ending, there's still loads of homework to do.

Yesterday was x-country. It's bad. really bad. I should have had more discipline to train more. 1 month of no training. it was bad. i felt like vomitting throughout the whole run. i'm so sorry 306. i promise i'll do better next year. i'll push even more. sorry.

but is it all worth it? last year resulted in my calf muscles cramping badly, leaving me practically crippled for three days. now, my arch is so painful. other than the fact that i'm aching from head to toe. luckily i applied some muscle ache cream on my thighs yesterday.

today was rather funny. agreed with mei siew to meet her at orchard. when to join gongzie and company while waiting for her. hmm, the wen zhou ppl practically went to every single shop and touched every single thing while not buying a single thing. they kept exclaiming the price was exhorbitant (did i get my spelling right?). then they left for bugis and mei siew came. i told mei siew abt them and after buying some stuff, mei siew was curious about their reactions and we went to bugis. and finally, the wen zhou ppl started buying stuff. HAHAHA. and china dont seem to sell shorts. they were shocked at the length of some shorts (those that are NOT the shortest). and bought some. then watches. then we had problem making them go back. so tired. but they are really hmmmm. amusing.

wenrui

2005-08-08T18:00:00.000-07:00

peggy! i own you one man... sorry didn't go for the lunch. and "thanks" for bringing me there. ha. anyway, do call me up for the project ok. thanks :)

recently crazy over this show called one tree hill, but people around me don't seem to watch that :( sad. chad michael murray!! so cool! but he is a total loser in the recent episode i watched. ha. but nah... i still like him *winks*.

2005-08-05T21:35:00.000-07:00

shhhhh.wenrui is NICE and she'll KEEP QUIET!

tests are OVER! (:
(screw them all up) (:
fail. (: missed 7mark qn for bio.cld have gotten so much better.bt i shall work hard !!!! (:

outing! national day! (: a BRIGHT WEEK AHEAD! (:

? entry - wenrui

2005-07-31T20:37:00.000-07:00

sorry... i really don't have time to blog recently. Peggy i blogged ok... haha =) ok anyway... i have have test on every weekday of next week except for friday...i am going to die soon....good luck for the test people =)
*thanks you jianni for the dictionaries* luv ya =)

14th entry - peggy

2005-07-29T21:20:00.000-07:00

i want to BURN you ALIVE

14th entry - peggy

2005-07-28T07:21:00.000-07:00

ok.i'm not gng home till 5 or 6pm every single day.yes.every day.library.classroom.KAP.anywhere.just anywhere i can stay till as late as possible.this house is mad.i'm gng mad with it too.i hate this.really.

13th entry - peggy

2005-07-24T13:35:00.000-07:00

WEN RUI!!! TIME TO BLOG!

I skipped school on friday!lol.for my sucky piano exam that turned out horrible.i was so freaking nervous my hands were shaky and my piano pieces, bad.nevermind.i'll just not do well.=)

hm.HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS TAN!yesterday was a surprise birthday party for her! it was held at vil'age at this ulu shopping mall.they gave ms tan the poster they made for her.her attention was immediately drawn to the funny looking sexy nurse, with her photo pasted on it.whatsmore, the head was so proportionate, it looked just like her on that sexy outfit!!!HAHAHA.and she wanted the bidder of her toy to take her present back.lol.she should have seen the way joy was desperate to bid for that toy for her.so the loner 5, claire, ailin, wen rui, gaverielle and me shared food!so we could save money!and not have to go on a diet.then we had a real good talk.they went by, asked how come we didn't join the rest.hmmm.I LIKE CHIN YEN! =) we talked abt her.how sad or disappointed we are with her.anything we can do.but i am also rather disappointed with her too.she's suppose to help bond us, not just dislike us.haiz.that's simply long distance culture.

then i went wandering arnd bugis for about an hour, walking in and out of shopping malls, went OG to walk about ten rounds arnd a single storey, and mummy came to fetch me.went for dinner.then we went to mt faber for supper with uncle ben and his family.i tried this 'singapore sling'.and a few other vodka drinks.yucks.i simply don't understand why people love to drink beer so much.it's so bitter!luckily that singapore sling wasnt so bad.but my stomach was queasy after that one glass of drink.nice try for a start.at least mummy let me try that drink.hmmmm.and i had a lesson on what to do when i go to pub.HAHAHA.i guess i'll nv step inside any time soon.LOL.

homework.SIAs.homework.SIAs.that's my life.

12th entry - peggy

2005-07-21T22:46:00.000-07:00

hmmm, this blog looks more like my personal blog, than a shared blog between wen rui and me... and she was the one who made me share this blog with her in the first place. interesting.

no energy to be enthu now.dead tired.nationals finally ended.lost my focus in life.missing training.dreaming about hurdles.all those 200m runs.wen rui says i'm bian tai and crazy over track.yuppz.and i cant imagine having to wait till august to just play soccer during recess for training.and to start hurdles, we'll take about three months.hm.i'll be track-crazy by then.

nationals finals was a real smooth one for us.GOD blessed us all!!! =) His mighty hands carried Joy through her race! she said GOD was talking to her through the race! and she ran her last race for nanyang well! JOY ROCKS! i clocked a new PB too! -very satisfied with myself for this year- 4x100m ROCKS TOO! upon news of their gold medal, we were all so happy! WHEE!

this year's pizza hut dinner seems so short.suddenly, it was 9.30pm and we went home.

hm.today was a bad bad day.really bad.let's start off with 1am.at 1am, i realised my phone was missing.then i recalled.then i went into a state of shock.it was in my track pants.my track pants is in the pail of water.erm.ya.that was the end of my phone.in water for 3 hours.wow.now i'm using my old phone again.

then morning.hmmm, my BSP SIA.the first time in my lifetime that i presented, reading from a script.i guess i'll just end up with this very very very low mark.dead.

afternoon. bio. SPA happened to be the practical that i was sick, and missed.so i wasnt sure of some of the steps.somemore i was doing it along, ms lee was looking at me all the time.got so stressed.talk about bio test.i was so nervous for my MCQ, worrying that i cannot finish.so much so that i forgot about my essay question part two, worth 7 marks. isn't this great?! hm.but i already predicted that i'll have a bad day.so it's rather alright

the only thing i think was good is that my parents didn't give me a dressing down for the phone.it's only 3 months old. =s but it's enough to cheer me up for the whole day.

tmr's the exam day.i'll just fail it.missing school for it.BLEH.and lost the chance to cheer for the team when they go up for prize presentation. =(

p.s. WEN RUI WILL YOU PLEASE BLOG?!

11th entry - peggy

2005-07-17T13:16:00.000-07:00

Nationals is ending soon... two more sessions left to go... i'll feel very sad... all that hard work we all put in. just for that few minutes on the track. it's all worth it, although it's just a little too short. looking back, i'm quite amazed. i actually survived through all those arduous training, training that could actually send me quitting track. and those three days where i felt really really scared for not meeting up to my own expectations. the limitations of oneself are set by ourselves. how far we can go all depends on us.

i've missed school for one whole week, and i'm missing school again tomorrow. and bio test is on tuesday. makes perfectly no sense to me. my mum's going to kill me if i fail that topic. bleh. and i won;t have any mood to have lessons. my whole mind is nthng but track. that day i went to sch before gng for 400m hurdles, i was staring into space the whole day?! was taking absurd notes while my mind was not at my studies. haiz. i'll need to survive thru tuesday. starting to get nervous for wednesday already. bleh.

we trained in the rain yesterday! and as a result, i'm having a headache now. AH. and it wouldn't go away. bleh. yesterday's warm up was the best i cld ever ask for in my entire track life - 6 mins.

i'm screwing everything up. everything is so dead. BSP SIA!!! i bet yang lao shi is hating us now. whatever. i cant present on monday., and i dont think i'll present well on tuesday. considering the fact i'm likely to hand up a blank test paper to ms lee. why is my life so bad?!

the [suntanned] speaks

17 jul 05` 13:16

10th entry - peggy

2005-07-06T22:42:00.000-07:00

Hello everybody. I think Ms chua's gonna kill me one of these days. my piano playing is actually getting worse! and i'm going to definitely screw up my aural test. bleh. she just told me not to go track finals on 20th cause my exam is on 22nd. but all reserves have to go down.how?

i was a bad girl today! bad.really bad.i accidentally fell asleep! i really didn't mean to. mr khoo gave us a five minute rest.then i just fell deep asleep.guess my body's giving in to the fatigue. but wen rui thought i did it on purpose, so she didn't call me up.heh.i';ve stopped sleeping ever since term reopens.-so hurt-and i missed the explanation for one whole example. luckily it wasnt some profound thing. but i still slept.-slaps-

yeah, and today, somehow, there were many juicy and interesting gossips flying around.couldn't stop laughing for quite a while. i didn't mean to say ppl, but note: i didn;t say bad things abt ppl. =) all thanks to wen rui's influence, she has modelled me into a potential guai girl.but i'm still far from it as compared to her.the-100%-model-student. =) (she's gonna kill me for this).i didn't know my group had so many interesting things going on. i just discovered even more stuff today! haha! i know i'm like 100%-auntie where i gossip and nag all the time.

WEN RUI!!! GO MAN!!! run a PB for your 400m tmr!!! you can do it! i believe in you. psycho yourself to not think about your ankle.i'll pray to God for you!!! =) you'll make it! jia youz! blaze the track!!!WOOHOO!!!you trained hard.

heh! all ny trackers! Jia you for ALL your comps!!! we'll do a great job.we all put in our heart and soul into trng, putting in every ounce of effort, biting our lips to finish training.it'll all pay off!

lastly, to all my friends who are in track and field. jia you!

the [suntanned] speaks

7th entry - wenrui

2005-07-05T19:27:00.001-07:00

hmm... realised that i did blogged regularly so that is a... good sign? or a bad sign? good sign because i will meet my expectation and target if this continues. bad sign because this meant that i have used up this amount of time not doing my homework... so...what is it? then come to talk about today's training. it was super! we did 3 x 120m only and the strengthening was like very light. but my ankle is still swollen like a bun, i really hurts running be it sprinting or at jogging pace. i really really really pray that all will go well on thursday's comepetition!!! bought new spikes after one year of reminder from my coach. she is quite angry i suppose, quite scary too... but she meant well. competition is just one day away but i can't feeling the nervousness... which is a bad bad thing because that means that i will get nervous breakdown either tomorrow or on the day of the competition. currently having a muscle ache because of badminton yesterday. have not been playing badminton for very long although i really love this sport. my friends claim that their parents have to force her out to play badminton and go for a swim. but unfortunately for my case it is the opposite. i have to beg and beg, but usually the answer will still be a flat no. so sad :( today i have quite an amount of work to rush, still have to meet peggy online at 8pm for BSP SIA so got to go now... bye :)

the [oreo] speaks

9th entry - peggy

2005-07-05T00:00:00.000-07:00

yea hi... i'm extremely tired now, like i told benjamin, if not for this blog entry, i wld have made a dash for the bed now, so pardon all my errors.

yea.trng on friday rocks.hurhur.we had time trial.whee.i finally broke the 70s barrier.but it's not enough.i need a better timing for my 400m hurdles. if not ms tan will be damn pissed at me if i cannot get into finals. bleh. loser.i'm always the loser. i'm currently hoping very very badly i can get to be in the 4x400m team. i know with 70s, it's just a dream. now i'm one step nearer. but it's still not there yet. oh yes. like what wr said in her previous entry, she sprained her ankle. take care ok?! i'm confident and sure you can do it. show the true spirit of long dist. persevere on.rock the track man, yo go girl!!!

sat and sun was as usual SIA day. nthng much.boring life.boring peggy.

today,i was nearly late for the outing. and i spent $2.50 on the bus trip since i took an express bus. went there.found out i was the 7th person to reach out of the 13 ppl from our grp. hmmm..luckily, mcy booked the wrong movie times, so we were able to catch the 2.20 show instead of the 1205 show where i bet everyone wont be able to make it since we're all late. went pasta mania.as usual, guys one row girls one row. i learnt the bang bang bang trick, the fingers and numbers one, the black magic one, the mrt one. so many tricks from gloria. HAHAHAHA! i figured most of them out, but the bang bang bang one took me like the whole meal to figure out. and they all had lame solutions. then we walked arnd.went into the theater.sat in a row.the cut-off pt was lynn then next wld be the guys with rujun beside lynn.ya.then we watched the show.touching.sandy cldnt stop crying, affected me, i started crying.lynn cried.gloria cried.woa.not bad.after the show, sandy suddenly started crying again.then we went out.kevin went hm.sandy and lynn went home.rujun went home.gloria and serene playd out on me and chip and went home.heard shaolin ppl wanna go MARINA BAY and bowl.so me and sihui and mei xuan and seng yeow and andrew and min yang went home. took bus with sihui. went home.dunno why.but i started throwing all my clothes out of my wardrobe.now it's like half empty.almost nothing left except for all my darling jeans and a few shirts and of course, all my track t, track pants and uniform.see?! my life is school.school is my life.oh yes, add track somewhere in there.took out all of my cousin's clothes since i dont think she would come here anymore and found silverfish amongst them.yucks.did homework.experimented on the popcorn.stomach full of popcorn now.ya.my entry is so fragmented today.yucks.

there are some things i lack the courage to do/say.i bottle them up.the pressure of this bottle is getting too high.i'm afraid once it burst open, i will not have any where to hide.many things i do when i get crazy, just these few.these few that i cannot bring myself to do, no matter what.although i learnt that if you don't speak up, you'll never get things your way, i find it hard to speak of some matters.will God give me the courage one day?

the [suntanned] speaks

05 june 05` 00:00

6th entry - wenrui

2005-07-01T23:08:00.000-07:00

Promised peggy to blog...=)
Today is a “great” day… 400m competition is just 6 days away and I sprained my ankle during training today… I tried to hold back my tears but I just couldn’t, it was hysterical. It wasn’t the pain that causes all this misery and tears but the thought of competition, all the training, all the effort, all the anxiety… it is really hard for me to accept this truth that I might not be able to participate in the competition this year. I am at a lost for words… should I say that this was just luck and life?
Last year I was running rather well and I thought this year should be better. So the first setback came along in the month of feburary, I sprained my ankle during physical training (PE) and my dreams and hope for the 400m hurdles came to an end. Then the results for my first semester was shockingly bad, at least it is to me in my three years in nanyang. So that was the second setback. For present, the third setback was to sprain my ankle 6 days before competition. Are these some challenge or obstacles that meant to toughen me up? Is this a test of my level of will power and determination? I seriously have no idea. I do question myself “why is it me? why do I have to face all these awful setbacks?” but then again “think about those people who had to survive numerous setbacks way bigger than yours. They made it through, and so will you. Stand up and face reality!” currently have a self-counseling session here. I have to convince myself that I am not weak be it physically or mentally. Being weak contradicts with the qualities that a long distance runner should possess. we are trained to be daring, to be determined, to be strong and not to be a coward, a loser. we are fortunate people and that is the fact so I should probably stop complaining about how tough my life is…Anyway hope that all goes well :) and that my ankle will recover by next week *cross fingers*.

the [oreo] speaks

8th entry - peggy

2005-06-30T07:32:00.000-07:00

peggy today was bad.i made many people angry.ok.sorry to all.i've decided not to sms in class so that wen rui wont get angry at me anymore.=(

ok.i'm feeling better now.hi.tired.suicidal.wenrui is so much into committing suicide i'm convinced i should as well.bleh.what is my life all about? projects? studies? track? this few months is going to be a tough period for me. there's a piano exam on 22nd july, 400m hurdles on 12th july (if i get into finals, its on 13th),national track meet on 20th july, so many things! stress.SIAs as well. PORTFOLIOS!!!mine doesn't look good at all, i think i want to redo it.ok.jiayou peggy.

heh, ATTENTION ALL ER MEI PEOPLE!on monday, we're going to cineleisure to watch initial d(lynn wants to watch this) then we'll go swensens to talk and eat! (this part i'm confused as well-->)people from wudang and jingang are invited as well! is everyone fine with this arrangement? reply on the tag with your comments (4th picture up there).

the link to the photos our dear yiwei took (er mei grp photos also inside) is:
http://photobucket.com/albums/b35/uselesspig
for the group photos,i've moved them into the BSP Camp 2005 Er Mei. Take it from there. those that yinghao took are still with him.

i'm so dead.i think the 2weeks where i was stagnant, didnt train at all, caused me a lot! now everytime i finish training, my muscles ache.today's training nearly caused my muscle to cramp! it was like warmup(as usual,it was like bullet train),drills then workout.i nearly died.a few sets of sprint hurdles then we went on to do the 400m hurdles.1set of 3 hurdles then 4 sets of 5 hurdles.and cause allison was injured, i did it together with shanru(OH MY GOODNESS!IT WAS SO PRESURISING!).my timing was horrendous.last set i was so tired, ms tan gave me those face when she told me my timing.i'm so dead.and like nats is less then 2 weeks away.-pray-

ok.tmr's timed trial for 400m.and my muscles are aching like nobody's buisiness.how?i really want to run 400m!!! ok.jiayou peggy.i better go sleep now, considering i've slept at 3am,12am,2am,1am the past few nights.=) bye!

the [suntanned] speaks

30 june o5` 22:47

7th entry - peggy

2005-06-27T20:11:00.000-07:00

大家好!yea!!! i become a walking zombie today! i slept at around 3am in the morning and woke up at 6am. bleh. went to sch feeling really tired. every lesson i'll smack myself to keep awake. i keep drifting off, then i'll go, peggy, dont sleep. and then smack myself again. bleh. torturous day.

everyone was talking about the bsp camp. lol. hmmm, looks like everyone had a really fun time! i had my fair share of good times too!

ms tan decided not to give us weights training anymore! nationals is nearing and we cannot afford to get injured, so we're not going to do anymore weights. =( i want to be muscular!!!ok.jk. i'm really scared for tmr's trng. 2wks nv train later cannot run. bleh. six more trainings and it'll be nats. getting really scared now. eeeks. what if i fall down?! bleh.

i'm so freaking tired now. so i shant talk much. but wen rui, dont be too sad la. sometimes my camps are like a lot more worse! i can come back having absolutely nthng to share at all! so its alright. get their msn email and talk to them to know them! ok.thats abt it. bye! zzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

the [suntanned] speaks

27 june 05` 20:11

5th entry - wenrui

2005-06-27T18:31:00.000-07:00

today was sad and rather hetic in school.

firstly why i am sad. i missed the most important and exciting part of the BSP camp!! that night when i left i missed dunman's and hwa chong institution's performance. heard that it was so nice and touching!! awww... i regret it so much! that night students were allowed to interact and play until midnight... they played games like truth or dare and they got to know each other better. i feel so bad as i cannot remember most of their faces and i don't have time to bid goodbye before i leave as the concert was halfway through... i didn't get to take group photo!!! ahhh! what happened?! *cool down* i want to say sorry to the people in my group "jing gang" because i don't really remember them =( we didn't talk much in the first three days so i didn't get to know them better... everyone was talking about the camp today and i felt so bad about it. i hope we will get a chance to meet up in the future! =) i wanted to add some of my groupmate's contacts last night because i thought that nobody would be online at such late hour... i was rather embarrassed when they could rememeber me but i couldn't i felt so terrible...

whereas for the hetic part should be quite obvious right. i have quite a bit of catch up to do. i need to revise for all the subjects and japanese! i was rushing around the school like crazy because i lost my nametag! boohoo =(

6th entry - peggy

2005-06-25T23:48:00.000-07:00

HI!!!! how's everyone?! i've been away for three days! and missed two trainings! i've been thinking so much about training these few days that i think i'm crazy. especially when i'm like in sports school and such a big track is right before my eyes, yet i cannot run. bleh. that feeling is so torturous. then there is no where to get rid of my calories and i start getting hyper and jump around, so i look like this big fool the whole camp. then i start worrying about not exercising and ate less and less.man. after training, i shall go load up.bleh.but i decided no more junk food or fast food till after nats. this resolution is a true test of my perseverance. bleh.

BSP camp was not fun and fun. not fun cause we do this: wake up.breakfast.lecture.tea.lecture.lunch.lecture.tea.games.dinner.some games.supper. and the games are like SOOOO fun man. bleh.

we played this game on the second day, where you want to get to answer a question, you have to run and get the bball in the middle of a circle. the first qn like everyone not warmed up. so i was the only retard running for the ball. and of all answers, i forgot about yuanmingyuan.bleh. then it started getting rough. the guys are horrendous man. they dash for the ball, then get into this human ball, and try to grab the ball. it turned ugly when rujun got hit on the forehead and there was this huge bump on his forehead. so poor thing. luckily it wasnt very painful. and the water bombs are scary. i was really really lucky. someone tried throwing to my stomach, but it bounced off and hit the ground away from me, and wenrui's attempt to bomb me failed when it brush past my ear. HAHA! so i was DRY! yippee! and i ran when they took a lot of pails and pour water around.

the lectures are lullabyes to me. not all. the first lecture on the first day i was playing recognising fan ti zi with xue rrong. there was two more where i talked to some people. and peijin refuse to talk to me. she keep shhhhhhing me. hmph. so i talked to rujun to get rid of the boredom, in the end the whole grp of ppl there were talking (nt very loud, luckily). i think ny is really gng to get scolded. we didn't ask any question at all, except for audrey which in the case were questions by yang lao shi!but there were nice lectures. i personally think that if they want to hold so many lectures, they shld extend the dates and spread them out. they're just tiring us out!

but anyway, there's a fun side to it. my grp, er2 mei2 pai4, although ALWAYS gets forgotten by the leaders and teachers, has nice grp members!there are people like ME in there! ok. i was jking. from what i heard from the rest of the groups, it seems like the guys in there are not very gentlemen and nice. so we're lucky the guys in our group are nice. hmm, but they love to stone. we all love to. i hold discussions and everyone stone, i was like so awkward!and sometimes i shout till i have a feeling my voicebox will just pop out.bleh.i nearly lost my voice! we had fun times during the camp. thank you all guys and the dunman girls, along with sandy,lynn,peijin,marilyn and gloria! thank you so much! =)ps.gloria refuse to speeak up no matter how much i psycho her. hmph.

here's some messages to the dunman high girls:
chip: heh, how's your neck?! feeling better?! you can draw really well! thanks for all the ideas for the skits.
serene: a really good thing you brought along cds, if not we're screwed!
claire: you act really well!and you're really never short of ideas for our skits.
june:heh,you're quiet,but you were nice as well! thank you so much!

well,after our camp, we headed back to nanyang and went to bukit timah plaza pizza hut. well before that, i was so unlucky! first my water bottle leaked and whole bag luggage got water. and i didnt realise so i sat down, so tada, my whole shorts was wet! then later at the bus stop my whole file got water. lolx. but the lunch was plain amusing. they ordered two party fiesta and we cldn't eat at the end of the lunch. mcy and yu xuan left early to catch initial d.sand cldnt stop laughing for some reason.lol.and then i offended ppl unknowingly.bleh.all thanks to my mouth.bleh.but it was a nice lunch!i had a fun time!

ok now, we're back the studying.whee!SIAs.Piano examination. Nationals. End-Of-year Examination Preparation. Tests. that's about it for term three. really nice har. and nats and piano exam may clash, and they're when sch just re start. and i havent warm up. damn. and i'm really worried for 400m hurdles. OMGOODNESS!!!I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT THE TIMED TRIAL MS TAN WANTS TO GIVE ME!damn. im so dead.i think i'll just clock an 80seconds for her. whee!and then that's it, im out of the team for relay. bleh.

i better go do my homework now, like its going to be midnight soon.bleh.bye!

the [suntanned] speaks

25 june 05` 23:48

5th entry - peggy

2005-06-22T22:48:00.000-07:00

HI EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!! i just came back from BSP CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!its soooooooooo so fun. yeah right. ok. the first speaker was boring to my grave. i nearly died. i was like copying notes, till i realised he was repeating his points and the main focus was not clear. so i went on to play games with xuerong, to see if she knows fan ti zi. lolx.they seriously want to feed us till we are all fat.lolx.bad. keep eating. tmr's eating at restaurant, and i wont be coming home anymore =(... that looks more like drooling than crying. whatever. yuppz. my grp is FUN and ENTHU and NICE and EVERYTHING. hurhur. that's for you to see if i'm sacarstic or not. lolx. i'm sleeping with gongzie!!! i love you gongzie! but i cant share a room with wen rui! =( sad. im not les, dont get me wrong. lolx. huang fei hong presentation was nice. and i'm from e mei bang pai. lolx. not many ppl that i know (other than ppl from nygh of course). yeah.make new friends!!! i like that!!! woohoO!!! peggy is mad.. walaalaa. i didn't go for trng today, so no where to burn my calories, so tada!!! im like going to go crazy soon. but im hungry. cause mummy cooked so little!!! if i eat till i'm full, daddy's gonna eat air. =( so i was nice. and now i'm damn damn damn hungry. how?! why am i like a pig arh?! always eat. lunch time, the more i eat, the hungrier i get. makes no sense to me. bleh. whatever, then i had to bear with the starvation till i come home, only to know there's not much food. damn. bad. i'll die. see la. last time is i eat very little. now that i eat, i eat like lions. i think i'm going crazy. ok. nationals is coming and peggy has missed two whole weeks of trng. how to get into finals!!! bleh. sen and shan sure get into finals one, that one dont need to say, left me. if i dont work hard, next year i can say bye to being in the school team. jiayou bah. haiz. my SIAs really killed me. i havent touch any homework yet! nice right! i plan to go school do. where got time? first week still got ss test! man. i feel faint now. bleh. whatever. die then die. teachers think we're robots. bleh. the dunman leader keeps calling me paddy, im peggy not paddy. he better get my name right by tmr. bleh. i feel so loser now. why arh. dont know. but i feel loserish. bleh.. see! i keep blehing. whatever. sports school sure has world class facilities. talk about singapore having nt enough land. but they sure have enough land to build this super duper maze. bleh. the track looks so inviting, and the paths are layered like track, we guess so that they can train indoors when its raining. bleh. they dont look like they have lives. poor thing. the hostel's nice. posh looking and big enough. nice. really. and i like the bed. too bad we've to come home tonight. bleh. i cant think of what to bring for talenttime. how?! whatever. i feel bad. i told the guys they were too po po ma ma liao. i cant stand it when people are so po po ma ma, but i shall try to learn and keep my mouth shut. *slaps* bleh. aiyo. my whole entry is so loserish. i shall stop. tmr's bsp camp second day. bad. i hope i dont fall asleep during the talks, especially not during the one i have to record notes for yang lao shi. bleh. bye.

the [suntanned] speaks

22 june 05` 22:48

4th entry - wenrui

2005-06-20T08:59:00.000-07:00

AHHHH! i feel so guilty now!

just had my hair cut. my sister's haircut turned out shorter than what she expected and mine longer than what she expected. she is very sad and unhappy about it, and i felt so helpless in trying to comfort her. in what position am i suppose to appear in. she refuse to talk to me =(

BSP camp coming. haven't packed yet. so pressed for time.

today is a bad bad bad day!

the [oreo] speaks

20 june 05` 21:59

4th entry - peggy

2005-06-17T23:03:00.000-07:00

Your Birthdate: December 31

Your birthday suggests that you are a good organizer and manager, an energetic and dependable worker; attributes often showing success in the business world.
Serious and sincere, you have the patience and determination necessary to accomplish a great deal.

Your approach can be original, but often rigid and stubborn.
Sensitivity may be present, but feeling are likely to be repressed.
You are good with detail and insist on accuracy, but at times scatter energies.

You're a practical thinker, but not without imagination.
You love travel and don't like to live alone.
You should probably marry early, for responsibility is necessary for your stability.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

the [suntanned] speals

17 june 05` 29:03

3rd entry - peggy

2005-06-17T18:07:00.000-07:00

HEH!!!!please rmbr to tag. the link is the 4th picture. thank you!

2nd entry-peggy

2005-06-17T15:55:00.000-07:00

wen rui arh, please. CONFIDENCE. how long must i take to knock this word into your head?!?!?! you arh. your entry so saddening! bleh. since fate is against you, work against it! i also had bad days or bad years, but it'll pass. underperforming for a period of time is nothing (i've been underperforming all these time, seeing my trng and my actual timing). lolx. but that must not knock us down. work hard. jia youz! all the way for 400m! you can do it! regarding your results, you still have semester two! you have put it your best effort and no one can blame you! i see you pia like crazy... maybe you shld hold back and see what went wrong before going like a bullet train again. ok. thats all for your previous entry.

TADA!!! hello!!! ok. i'm mad. I didn't go for trng this morning(AGAIN). The stupid headache won't go away and i'm turning crazy! bleh. runny nose, sore throat, headache. damn. nats is coming and i'm sick. so i'm forcing myself to drink water. how?! this is lame but i take one whole bottle of water and gulp it down at one go. now i feel like a water bucket. haiz. enough abt me being sick.

i'm really worried. what if i cannot hurdle when i get back?! what will happen to my stamina?! what if i cannot run well?! see la, all that trouble when i fall sick. i dont usually fall sick, but now that i do, there's so many problems. and what a nice time to fall sick. wait. i'm back to talking abt being sick. -slaps-

nthng much happened now. i'm bored. my bro and mum went for the needle poking session, so they went for zhen1 jiu3(if that's the correct ying1 diao4). lolx. i cant really think straight now. don't feel like doing hw, just wanna finish reading the whole series of she4 diao1 ying1 xiong2 zhuan4!. lolx. it's so nice!!! bleh. i just realised i'll miss tian1 long2 ba1 bu4 this sat. man.... ok. i shall try to record it. that's all for now. my headache's acting up again. bye!

the [suntanned] speaks

17 june 05` 15:55

3rd entry - wenrui

2005-06-17T13:59:00.000-07:00

today is a bad day. at least for the first half of the day. during training, i stopped halfway cause my ankle hurts so badly. i think my coach a bit angry with me cause nationals is coming very soon, yet i am under performing. then i didn't go for the class gathering, sorry people. sigh. two days left for homwork and school reopens. i still have loads of homework left undone. gosh! tell me what am i suppose to do?! my plans to revise during the holidays are ruined!!! why are we always short of time? still haven't get my parents to sign the report book. i seriously have alot of problem doing so. i think i will get a few days scolding for the "incredible" results i have gotten for the first semester. hope all goes well.

the [oreo] speaks

17th june 05 ` 13:59

2nd entry - wenrui

2005-06-16T19:26:00.000-07:00

working on the blog for few hours, finally its some how done. got the tag board and did some amendments to the template. woohoo! finally feel some sense of satisfaction. hmm... hows the blog? nice? hope you think so.

the [oreo] speaks

16 june 05 ` 19:26

1st entry - peggy & wenrui

2005-06-16T16:31:00.000-07:00

Hello everybody.

That's what she always says =p

Sshhh... anyway, this is our new blog. hope that it will last long. as to why is it called suntanned, I have no idea and perhaps this is our only agreement. hahas.
NO!!! She wants to be oreo and I am suntanned because of track trngs. So tada... Anyway, I was coerced into doing so. And I'm limited!!!! She don't let me write a lot of stuff!!!!!!!!!!
ok...but if I were to restrict her from writing anything, that will spoil the fun of it, and she won't be even allowed to talk back at me right? ok. stop that topic. as you can all see, this is a combined blog of her (Peggy) and me (wenrui). If you realized by now, her entries will be in purple and mine in blue because those are our favorite colour.
She's so like formal. nvm... it took so long to get this thing up. And heh!!! I edited the html!! (I didn't create it tho) We were supposed to be doing SIA! but we ended up doing this combined blog. Ok. the pictures up there link to different parts of this blog, cool right?! lame, but I like this blogskin...=)
yay... I like this blogskin too. I mean of course, because I chose it =) anyway, yar this might sound a bit retarded but oh well. We are still trying hard to get the basic done, like all the functions and of course the tagboard which will appear soon enough. anyway, when are we going to tell everybody about it?

bleh.i'm so exasperated with wen rui. She wants to bicker about small things like "why must it be Wenrui and Peggy and not Peggy and Wenrui". lol. She wants me to answer her qn. ok.the answer is go to trngs and tell everyone abt this. I am sick... a lil bit of runny nose and sore throat. thanks to the hols in malaysia. nthng much fun except genting, all 'cause my dad refused to stay in genting and insisted on staying in KL. bleh. nvm. almost everyone of my family is sick. I hope ms tan don't get angry with me. later she kill me. now I'm a lil scared. don't dare to go trngs. joy is sick too. haiz. later I cant hurdle how?! not like wen rui, eat so little and sleep so little and run like robot. how did she do it? okok. She insisted on getting my name before hers. I surrender.
oh great...now I feel like the bad person. first thing to clarify, I don't eat little. It just happened that today I had a late breakfast, and when I come to school she said that she wanted to eat lunch. oh well, so I acompanied her to Mcdonalds. I ordered a fillet-O-fish meal and when I finished I say that I am full. So here comes her reasoning of "she eats so little" which actually isn't true. And I know she is going to talk back again, but lets stop it ok. Than the second thing is that I don't run like a robot! please! you are like exaggerating. peggy, can i request for you to stop talking about me? ok lets talk about my holiday. i went for a five-day trip to thailand. i just got informed like three days before departure. how nice. i have to miss a 400m competition, which i really want to compete in. not that i will qualify but i would nice to try it once. i have been running 800m and 1500m but not a 400m. Its such a bad year. i sprained my ankle right at the beginning of this year and all my efforts down the drain. i had to stop training for like three to four months. can you believe it, its a long long time! than studies was like crazy, unlike our dear friend here. which i know she will talk back again but please no. i think we are all going crazy because of the workload during the holiday. but i hope all goes well for everybody =) erm.. its getting a bit long right? so we shall stop here. goodbye.

the [suntanned] + the [oreo] speaks

16 june 05 ` 4:30