Tuesday, December 13, 2005
9:04 PM
HELLO EVERYONE!!! i'm here to announce the death of this blog. HAHAHAHAH!!! i realised the last person to update was me and that was like more than one month ago! i'm so sorry... but i actually sort of hoped wen rui had been updating. ha! and i bet she thought i was updating.
i was back from china trip for maybe more than a week? yea, more than a week alrdy. when i came back, i didnt have a good rest cause i had some stuff to attend to. and i missed the first training, macritchie. at first i was worried, can you imagine, first training MACRITCHIE!!! i can die! ok, i was a little relieved when i realised i cldn;t make it for that training. and HAPPY when i found out they ran to 7th slope for warm up.peggy would most probably walk for warm up. HA! ok, i know this isnt the right attitude. hm, i'm giving myself some time to adjust. and i survived the first training that i went to! still wasn't so lucky, CIRCUIT training! goodness, that's one my fatal points. i was so pessimistic about being able to finish training! haha, and i think claire wanted to beat me up! (: but i finished it! and gav and i were shouting, yay! we finished training! hahahaha! and then guess what happened? HMMM, i overslept for 3 hours today.SO!!! i missed training. claire will really beat me up. i better turn up for fri's trng. shhh, she's away for council camp.
track camp was erm. ok, a little fun.i was just plain tired.i only had one day of a lil rest before track camp, so i was sleeping at every and any opportunity. claire must have felt like strangling me. and lucky wen rui came back on monday and flew on the morning of track camp. this is the second year she flies off on the morning of track camp. VICE CAPTAIN, what are you doing! HAHAHAHAHA.i shall announce myself to be her official promoter. for more information on her, ask me!
yesterday was very very slack. i wasted the whole day at macdonalds with carolyn and kai hui doing nothing much except planning for the chalet which was a total failure, and talking and talking. i shall make up for it by being real serious today. i just printed all the math notes and i MUST finish them today (: SEE! i MUST do well next year. this year was a total failure (:
but still, wenrui, i want to thank you!!! without you sitting beside me, i bet i would have really slept thru the whole year. altho i did sleep, but not as much as i would have. and the stress you gave me made me work hard. and sitting in the front row made me work a little harder. thank you so much!next year, i think i shall continue sitting beside you. but i know you hate it when i sleep in class :s jia you for next year!!! (: don't be so stressful lah, see you like that i also stress. must relax at times!
also must thank ding jia!!!! that crazy clever girl! always make me laugh. and you and wenrui finally got used to me sleeping in class. you also gave me stress to work harder. HA! you and wen rui, the two crazy ones. plus me, the slacker. yi mao!!! or are you wu mao! i cant rmbr!!! i'm san mao or er mao?! HAHAHA, those funny days. thank you so much! and thank you for being such a nice friend when i just plopped down and sat beside you on the first day of school. HA!
and juliana! for being such a nice friend!!! always making me laugh at your funny stuff！sitting in front of you has been fun! esp since wen rui refuses to talk to me during lessons. i still rmbr you and ewe laughing away at the back!
and my dormmates in wenzhou!!! thank you for putting up with me! ha! and weilin for all your funny jokes and ewe for all the fun time trying to wake you up, and getting you back from your planet tours!and ruoshuang for all the funny times!
i realised, it has turned into a thanking session. haha! and i keep thanking people for the all funny times! if it wasnt for those times, i would have died from stress. (:
you make my life perfect-`
Thursday, November 03, 2005
10:44 AM
heh everyone, i'm really bored to tears now so i shall blog-- my last resort to let time pass.
i planned to watch da chang jin during this period of time, hmm, to find that the CPU here does NOT have a cd drive, meaning, i cannot watch that show that i'm addicted to. haiz.
life has been fine here so far, with interesting things everyday, and variety of interactive activities for us. We're in XingHai School and i'm staying at my buddy's house. OK, i'm SHY in front of them. try imagine me as shy, but my buddy is super optimistic and LAZY. ok, but i'm not in any position to say anything. the food here is nice, but sometimes, i discreetly get rid of some stuff. yea, i ate hairy crabs. why not, i shall not report anymore, for further details, click on the hyperlink of www.lms.nygh.moe.edu.sg. it's the blog my teacher put up. the ugliest person is me. yay. i have a dao face. everyone is saying i'm so serious. that's sad. never mind. but they know i can get real crazy. wow. i think i'm just like laming around to let time pass. i shall go shockwave and find some mind games. cya
you make my life perfect-`
Saturday, October 15, 2005
4:37 PM
peggy--HELLO EVERYONE! EXAMS OVER!
10 more days to go! YIPPPEEEE!!! this rocks.cant wait to go. oh man. my luggage is almost full. let my mum see what i put inside, i'll be so dead. HAHAHAHA. shhh, dont let her see what i put. yay! then i shall exceed the weight! (: and put myself inside. i think there's something wrong with me today. i'm nt in my right state of mind. just suddenly got so hyper. (: YAY!
and training is starting on tuesday! and so i'll have two more trainings before i leave for china. oops. i'm so dead. how to run?! no stamina. no strength. no muscles. all fats. DIE!
i tried gng on a diet after eating one whole month of mac. but goodness look at me. i'm here eating onion rings. die. how? someone tell me what to do ! slap me.
today's briefing for parents is so funny! ewe's father asked, "If my daughter dies, how much insurance compensation do i get?" LOL! curse ewe die! LOL! HAHAHAHAHHA
wenzhou.suzhou.excited! someone tell me how does the plug in suzhou wenzhou look like. i need to charge my laptop!
this entry is so freaking fragmented. my apologies to all. nvm. i shall go and rot! bye!
you make my life perfect-`
Friday, September 23, 2005
5:17 PM
i know i shouldn't have blogged but i really want to do something else. its the exam period! i feel so insecure... hmm.. today we took the flu influenza jab or something. some of my friends are freaking out. i think it was ok for me and peggy. oh ya... sorry about the math sia thing. i think wo3 mei2 you3 san1 si1 er hou4 xing2... haha i think my ping ying have some problems... anyway jia you for the exams!!
you make my life perfect-`
Saturday, September 17, 2005
7:02 PM
He left me! Right at this time when I really needed him to be there for me, to support me, to lend me a listening ear to pour out all my woes and stress. Why?! I just couldn't find out the cause of his departure. I did my part, I did everything I could. Even when sometimes I was just too busy, I still did my part as much as I could! Maybe I did something wrong. It's all my fault! I'm so sorry! I was so shocked upon realising it that I just put him there, hoping he'll come back, come back to me again. I guess it's the old age. He's about two years old, time a hamster join God. I'm sure God will love him, like his little lamb. He died cuddling while sleeping. At least he had a peaceful death. Thank God. God bless him. God, please bless him.
Another spent at the library studying. Maybe if i didnt, and i spent more time with him, i could have been there for him during his last hours! But all i read was asia weekly or whatever you call that. All on long2 ying4 tai2. argh. It's confusing me.
To all those who are studying hard for your examinations, jia you and all the best. God will help those who help themselves. May God bless you.
you make my life perfect-`
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
8:00 AM
Today was a rather happy day, since FINALLY, everything is over. NO MORE SIAs! (: (at least presention is over). Mathematics was a rather screwed-up presentation. I think Mr Khoo is a very responsible teacher! He bothers to care about your project and ask many practical questions! And our answer to his question, "what was the most challenging part of your project?", was "painting". we're so dead. (:
I fell asleep during math, but it was a rather interesting process. Firstly, I was getting bored, so I put my chin on the table, only to start having drooping eyelids. Soon after, I drifted off to slumberland, and woke up two minutes later. Then I did my work, and got bored, and the whole cycle repeated, for the whole lesson. Yeah. So I missed NOTHING! GOOD! until Mr Khoo told us to get our chin off the table, i guess he saw me. erps.
I failed application question, which inevitably means that my Language Arts paper wouldn't score well. This is so worrying. ARGH. Ms Ong mentioned something about being unfeeling is part of the genes. Throughout that whole part of her lesson, it just sort of felt like she was talking about me! That is rather sad. But i AM void of most emotions girls have.
YEAH! MATH RE-TEST ROCKS! HAHAHA. I think I'll do worse than I did for the actual paper. At least I attempted here and there for the actual paper, but this time round, I left it totally blank. Congratulate me! (: AND DEAR WEN RUI SAID SHE DID NOT FINISH 4 MARKS WORTH OF QUESTIONS (: wow.
I think Ms Tan will kill us. Math re-test ended rather late, and by the time Wen Rui finished her duty, it was 4pm. Alycia, Wen Rui and me decided not to go for training, but instead, train in school. Unfortunately, both Ms Tan and Mr Pedro did not pick up their phone! So we decided to train during PE tomorrow! Later on, Amanda and Shanru told me they ran to MACRITCHIE! Not sure if I should feel sad or happy. I ALWAYS miss long runs. But come to think of it, I would never be able to finish running. Anyway, I realised I forgot to bring PE T shirt. Kill me.
YEAH! I HAD SUCH A FUN TIME WITH CAROLYN!!! I LOVE 201'04!!!!! WE ROCK! I realised a number of us feel that 201'04 is a better class than our present one. YEAH! the CLASS SPIRIT! NEVER DIE! We organised a class gathering!!! MUSCLEMAN CAROLYN TIEN HAS A FUNKY MUM! and we were so productive(with the help of wenrui, who was totally out of place during discussion)! if any two-oner reads this, please contact carolyn or me to inform us if you're interested or not to go for the gathering.
So, even when I did not go training, i ended up going home at 6pm. argh. no time to study. but anyway, going home at 1445 is a bad idea after all. BYE! time to studY!
you make my life perfect-`
Saturday, September 10, 2005
3:21 PM
this entry is rather angsty, so if you dont wanna be affected, jolly well type another URL and close this window.
ok. wo3 hao3 kui4 dui4 wen rui. i shall blog. i just totally sank into this depressed and bored mood. I JUST WANT TO SCREAM AND HIT EVERYTHING! ARGH. i'm so freaking tired of studying, mugging, anything la! THIS LIFE IS SO DEAD! i think track helps me to de-stress, i guess so. running helps. BUT TRACK IS STRESSING ME OUT TOO! all those performing well,up to standard, run well, stamina. TO HELL WITH THOSE FREAKS LA! whatever. i think i sound damn pissed off. argh.
i am so stupid.ineffiecient.useless.whatthehell am i doing for these past few days?! slacking?! i think so. very much in fact. feel like slapping myself. i'm just screwing up my life. i think all these EOYs studying has gotten too much into me. i keep wanting to go the changi beach and scream. who wanna go with me?! i think nanyang is mad. monday - bio and math. tues-chem and math. wed-chem and math. thurs- 4hr phy marathon DO THEY KNOW THAT IT IS THE SEPTEMBER HOLIDAYS?!they jolly well know they cant finish the syllabus, so DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. but NOT TAKE AWAY MY ONLY FULL BREAK! the only break where i dont have to go trng, only one week break to rest before EOYs.
yeah. later i shall fail my math.my BSP.my phy.my bio.my chem.my language arts. there's just this knot in my heart that i cant untie. it's supressing me. i cant breathe! ARGH.
man. all the piano practise sucks. i dont know why, but i cant feel the pieces anymore. they all sound the same to me. all monotonous, i dont have that feeling when i play the same piece. i'm useless.
the trojan horse or some other virus is creating havoc in my computer, everything is going haywire. argh. my homework not done. i spoilt my MP3. i think i can just jolly well go and die. my existence in this world is purposeless.
i suddenly dont feel like studying tmr already. why did things turn out this way?! WHAT HAPPENED?! why must it be like that?! argh.
you make my life perfect-`